Saturday, October 8, 2011

Brighter Days?

Well, I have been away for a few days and these have been some tough days.  I have decided to take this by force.   I cannot let this FIBRO thing get the best of me.   The Lord has reminded me that he is bigger than any problem and he heals every disease.  I must admit that some days, I do let the pain get me down.   But who can blame me for feeling this way, when you hurt allover and your pressure has shot to the roof and your head hurts so bad that you feel sick to the stomach and week in the knees.    Yes, that about sums up how my last few days are.    I know when you see me you don’t see what I am feeling.  I do mask it very well.  I have to present well and look the part…. I remind myself when I look in the mirror that it want be this way forever and I must PRESS my way.  

I have increased my education time on finding out more about Fibromyalgia and how to cope with this dreadful pain that tries to overtake me.   I am not defeated….In the, I win.

In a few weeks, I will be attempting to start and exercise regimen to assist me in helping to feel better.  I trust God for strength to get this started and stick with it.  I know that I will have to pace myself and do a little at a time in order to be successful.   This is going to be a task for me.  I will keep you posted on how things are going over the next few weeks.     Brighter days are ahead for me!