Monday, September 12, 2011

Living in Constant Pain: Fibromaylgia

For quite some time now, I have been living in constant pain and today is not different and as I try to better understand, I would like to time to time share with you as I am learning to over come this dreadful curse of constant pain.   I give up everyday with the grace of God to keep moving forward.  I plan to beat this disease and with the help of the Lord I know that all things are possible.  

I know some other people are dealing with emotional pain and hurt.   I have physical pain that is undescrible and I am looking for ways to improve my daily presence.   I know that we reap what we sow and I refuse to let anything keep me from reaping the benefits of the living a healthy and prosperous life.  some days, I feel like throwing in the towel, but I remember that I can not give up.  There are people depending on me to get the job done.  I remember that have have two beautiful daughters that love me and need me to be strong for them.   I have to keep pressing to beat this......

I often wonder why this this happen to me. What have I done to deserve this.   Lord I have been faithful sometimes slow, but yet faithful.   I am everyday seeking a better understanding.   I have been to several medical doctors and been prescribed several different medications that include lycria and savella all with different negative side effects.   This has not been an easy journey.   I will continue to post updates and new information that might br helpful to others that are dealing with the same or similar conditions of chronic fatigue/ pain and fibromalgia.  I hope that we can team up and find a resolution to this maddness.